Tila Tequila tried to explain why she recorded a crazy rant on Ustream, where she threatened her paying viewers with a gun, and ranted about her anger towards Shawne Merriman, who she accused of beating her, and also of drugging little girls. Tila explained:

"Well, you know, I couldn’t sleep, and I started getting anxiety. I just kind of flipped out a little bit."

Tila pulled her tampon out live on Ustream.

"I just wish. I hope that everybody gives me a second chance to support me this time, to give me a fair chance because they didn’t give me a fair chance the first time," claims the former reality TV star, regarding her domestic abuse lawsuit against Shawne Merriman."

District Attorney Bonnie Dumanis dismissed her criminal complaint because it Tila lacked credibility.

"They didn’t even look into my case. When my case first came out, everyone was calling me a liar, because they said if he really did beat you, you wouldn’t have said anything because Rihanna never said anything at first, but I am not her. No offense to Rihanna, but because of what she did, it sends out a message to everyone, ’When you get beat or abused, keep your mouth shut.’"

Tila’s effort to try to make herself sound like a victim, despite the fact she doesn’t act like one, makes her look like an even bigger liar digging herself a bigger lying hole.

"So I decided I am going to come out and speak about it and fight for it. What Rihanna did, her message was to stay quiet, and that’s not OK."

If you’re going to play the victim Tila do your homework before you open your mouth. Most people are not as stupid as you think they are, not even your Tila army is that dumb.

Tila is lucky Merriman hasn’t filed a lawsuit against her for defamation and slander.

Tila Tequila is suing Shawne Merriman in civil court for $1.5 million for allegedly hitting her, because prosecutors didn’t believe Merriman had committed a crime, so they refused to charge him. Tila then went on Ustream to make more allegations against Merriman while she took her clothes off for money on Ustream. That video has since been made private by Tila because her attorney told her to.

Tila’s attorney Cyrus Nownejad says he thinks the "domestic violence" incident with Shawne in September may have "pushed her over the edge." In my opinion Tila looked drunk on the Ustream video.

Nownejad acknowledges something is seriously wrong with Tila and he’s trying to figure out how to get her some help.

We were tipped off by a reader about another video showing Tila alleging Shawne Merriman forces little underage girls to take drugs so he can sleep with them.

Tila wrapped up her slanderous and libel allegations by saying:

"… So anyways, whatever."

The Los Angeles District Attorney should give Tila some help by charging her with threatening viewers with a gun, verbally giving permission to minors to watch her take off her clothes, and making libel and slanderous allegations against Merriman with no offer of proof.

Tila is trouble. Tila will say or do anything to ruin Merriman’s name and reputation, or even put him in jail if she can, she’s obsessed.

In the video Tila disabled she threatens viewers because she says they can’t tell her what to do. According to Merriman he tried to stop Tila from driving home drunk, and she flew into a rage. Now Tila is out to get Merriman because he made her mad.

Why is it so hard for a man to get protection from a crazy woman like Tila?

Merriman is probably wishing he had never met this scumbag.

Click here to watch more crazy video from Tila.

A drunk sounding Tila Tequila took her clothes off for a show on UStream, but not before she ranted about Shawne Merriman, who was cleared by the prosecutor of her allegations, profanity laden threats against viewers, and downright nastiness, as well as a load of rudeness. What a scumbag. Tila also threatened viewers with a gun. This doesn’t sound like anyone’s victim, she fits the profile of a perpetrator. Did I mention Tila was playing with her tampon string? Some guys find that gross. Correction, all guys find that gross.

Some of the comments Tila made were:

"… Any children under 18 can be in here, cause they’ve got bad parents. It’s 2 a.m…"

"… This is the last time I’ll ever be on ustream ever again."

Tila is such a role model, for criminals.

Click here to see the crazy video.

The San Diego District attorney did not believe the tall tale Tila Tequila told about Shawne Merriman allegedly assaulting her. The D.A issued the following statement on Friday:

"After a thorough review of the investigation into the Sept. 6, 2009 incident at the Poway home of Shawne Merriman, our office has determined there is insufficient evidence to prove beyond a reasonable doubt that any crime was committed. The case is now closed."

The General Manager of the San Diego Chargers also issued the following statement:

"It’s really good news for Shawne. We’re happy things worked out for him on the legal front."

Tila’s attorney released the following statement:

"Blah blah, all women are victims, and all men are criminals just because a woman says he is, blah blah blah …:

"… Just because the DA has made this reckless decision doesn’t mean that justice will not be served in this case. No one is above the law. Tila Tequila will immediately begin pursuing civil charges against Mr. Merriman and she will have her day in court."

Tila then released pictures of what look like bruises on her arms, which look more like makeup on her arms meant to look like bruises. No disputes there was an altercation, but the D.A. just doesn’t believe Tila’s story, especially after she lied about being drunk, despite a police report that says officers at the scene said Tila was drunk. We still believe Tila is a liar, and look forward to her wasting money on a civil action.

We applaud the decision by the D.A. to close this case.

The attorney for Tila Tequila released another statement attacking Shawne Merriman in the media:

Shawne Merriman and his advisors have decided that the best defense is a good offense, attacking Tila Tequila in the press with a lot of calculated spin to cover up his illegal and indefensible actions.

Fortunately, we as a society will not tolerate a 6’4", 270 pound all-pro NFL linebacker physically assaulting a young lady who is 4’11" and 93 pounds. It is never justifiable to brutally assault, choke, strike and imprison a woman.

Once the truth is fully revealed, Mr. Merriman’s fantastic story of how he was trying to keep Ms. Tequila safe will be completely discredited.

No one, especially a woman, should ever have to endure what Mr. Merriman did to Tila Tequila.

Tila still hasn’t explained why Merriman would try to prevent her from leaving his place if she wasn’t drunk as the police report says she admitted to being. Merriman also has a character witness that has come forward to speak to the press, his ex girlfriend Gloria Velez. Gloria said after four years of dating Merriman never laid a hand on her saying:

"Never ever put his hands on me. Ever."

Gloria added it is "out of his character" to violently lash out on a woman.

We are seeing continued attacks by Tila herself, and her attorney, so it seems obvious who the aggressor was, and still is. Being smaller, lighter, and a woman doesn’t prevent a person like Tila from being violent or agressive. Tila is just lucky she wasn’t at Chris Brown’s house, because he wouldn’t have reacted differently than Merriman. Our society may be brain washed into thinking a woman is always the victim, but we’re not stupid, we know a liar when we see one.