Lindsay Lohan Suicidal

Lindsay Lohan has friends that are worried she is suicidal, but she still sat down with Us Weekly for an interview. She call the breakup with Samantha Ronson "humiliating." She says "It’s absolute hell." She calls the night Samantha had five bodyguards keep her out of a family party "The worst night of my life."

The next day Ronson changed the locks on her Hollywood Hills home to keep Lohan out. On Monday, Ronson’s mom and sister asked police about obtaining a restraining order against Lohan, Beverly Hills Sgt. Nutall confirmed.

Naricissistic, selfish, and mean Lohan said through tears:

"I’m not a bad person and this is what happens. I was raised to treat people well, and I’m so tired of this drama."

Lohan says without Ronson she is "so alone."

Lohan whines:

"I’m a f–king 22-year-old girl who’s in love. I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie."

The only person Lohan loves is herself. She is the mean girl.

Ronson had repeatedly tried to break up with Lohan over the past month, but each time a source says:

"Lindsay threatens to kill herself, she [Ronson] cares about her but wants out."

Lohan laughs upon hearing that, saying she’s okay.

"I’m just really hurt! The whole situation is sick."

We think Lohan loves herself too much to take her own life.

On the night Lohan was locked out of Ronson’s party more details have emerged.

When Lohan couldn’t party at Bar Marmont she then snuck into the bungalow area of the Chateau and went on a door-knocking rampage. The actress obviously heard word of an all-girls night in and even though she didn’t know the party peeps personally, she wanted to be part of the action.

"There was a knock-at-the door and Lindsay Lohan was there," an eyewitness told Tarts. "She was as orange as a carrot and her pupils were as big as quarters. She looked awful!"

Apparently the 22-year-old introduced herself and said "Let’s party!" but even when the ladies tried to close the door on her she continued to push back. Eventually the annoyed guests locked the door, but our girl stayed pounding away for another minute before (finally) getting the hint and moving on.

Lohan eventually turned to Twitter for comfort after the night fell flat, reportedly tweeting on her private page about how her DJ lover had been turning-the-tables with other ladies.

Lohan is desperate, lonely, and vulnerable right now. Someone is probably planning to move in to take over her life. Who will it be?